銀絲

目光收回,有淡淡的惆悵來襲,指尖突然就滯重起來。明明思緒如潮,卻無論如何也串不起那些碎片。心開始莫名地恐慌。設或有一日我心枯竭,真的寫不出字來,則我的思想和靈魂該到哪裡去存放?當我把這樣的焦灼不安投遞給你時,你只是淡淡地說:“凡事不要勉強,寫字只是你生活的一部分。此外,你還有我,有愛,有陽光,有生命的跡象。”

哦,是了,原來我擁有的遠比想像中要多得多!能夠安靜而平穩地生活,能夠閒閒地捧一本書來讀,心底的煩擾也有一個傾訴的對象和理由,已經是一種最大的真實和幸福。更何況,還有彼此的依戀和牽掛,還有那麼多溫暖且柔軟的角落,可供彼此入駐,此生,也該知足。

只是親愛,我不知道,除了文字,我還能給你什麼?

風一日日開始緊了,呼嘯著從季節的窗台碾過。暮秋,終於在這樣的催逼中剝落。眼角的余光時時可瞥見雁陣匆匆而去的身影,偶爾也會有花葉忍受不住孤單和落寞,從高高的枝頭躍下,為自己的生命畫下最後的圓滿,歸於塵土。

媽媽頭上,已經有粼細的銀光微微爍動,如尖細的荊刺,直入心口。於是緊挨著媽媽坐下,一根根仔細查找,並試圖拔去那些微染的霜花,那些吞噬著媽媽生命和年華的始作俑者。媽媽卻淡淡地笑道:“你拔去的只是一根頭髮,消失若默的印記,你終究還是拔不去的呀。”

我有些頑固且執著,依然專注於那一棵棵極細極短的銀絲,並小心翼翼。只是當我拔完一根又一根,而烏黑的青絲下面,還埋伏著那麼多隱情是我無法根治的傷痛時,心頭蓄積的疼惜和悲哀,終於忍不住決堤。

是這般幾度輾轉的風塵,剝去年華的外衣,讓曾經如玉的蔥蘢一點點消退,逝於無痕,最終頂起滿頭的灰白,成為心底永遠的隱疾。時光無言,流沙般傾覆了來時的印記。我們的人生歷程中,總會有一些難以泯滅的念想,在寧靜的遙遠裡供你我慢慢珍惜和回味。

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